Better words never spoken by crucifiedanburnt, literature
Literature
Better words never spoken
This feeling is not real
let it out
let it out
dripping blood running down the knife
the look on your face of demise
one last cut
another taken life
let it out
let it out
my heart has been broken
dont cry my angel
i fear the world was to good for me
so many words go unspoken
but it is to late for me now
let it out
let it out
your pain will quickly subside
i wish i could make up for all the times you have cryed
so i find myself with no choice but suicide
let it out
let it out
this feeling
this feeling inside
everything just die
for ever unhappyness by crucifiedanburnt, literature
Literature
for ever unhappyness
away drifting away in to forever unhappyness i will forever die alone i can feel it crawing under my skin the empty eccos make my eyes bulg anger drives my hands to grip the pistol rested between my teeth i look arround the room and pry for the world to heal after my tagic over turning my eye burn a dark shade of hate i turn my life over to a grater power i am now a free sprit my locks are freed of a world with no feeling hope or passion all there is is hate agression and dapression oh god please tell me were i belong show me your gates i need your healing my flesh is brused torn and mutalated make me live once more in a better world
Where are you at,
I long to know your name.
I have a feeling,
and I hope you feel the same.
I know vary little,
from the first time we talked.
I need to say something,
but don't want to get mocked.
The First time,
I saw what you are capable of.
I sighed,
this must be love.
But what if Im wrong,
and your answer is no.
will you use the door,
and go?
Your personality is pretty,
it has a glow.
If you wanna try something,
let me know.
This immortal cross I see before me,
a shot out of the dark.
A light source,
it lets me see my path.
Lighting the fuse,
i see the truth.
Running my fingers up and down the splintery pine,
the cuts coming from everywhere.
Blood slowly dribbling down my hand.
Stepping apon it,
placing my hands on the wood.
The fascinating feel of the splinters ripping a few inches in too my skin,
irritating my vary existence.
The sweet yet bitter pain.
Not giving up.
Rubbing the cross harder,
inflicting more pain.
Souls must be put to rest for the sins i have caused.
This knife i crave.
Please lord,
grant me the knife i wish to be slain by.
I'm angered
a rash under my skin
the crawling of germs
touchier
at times I can feel cutting
deep into my skin
there is nothing there
I feel it again
I look down
there's nothing there
why do I feel these pains
they're all over my body
I can feel someone cutting me
I can't see a scratch or a knife
but I know what I feel
its pain
it scares me
for no reason
why do I get this pain
is it fear
is it all in my mind
what could have caused it
where does it come from
do I need help
where do I go
who do I ask
what do I ask
is this real
am I typing
is the world spinning
are you breathing
is the wind talking
I don't know wha
The great God,
the one from above.
Your pure,
like a dove.
Lucifer my father,
your rule all.
Your powers,
make me feel small.
The answer,
it can't be said.
Pure,
or dark and dead.
The temptation,
is great.
I cant decide,
for both sides can relate.
Pure,
related to the earth.
Dark,
Dead from birth.
This answer,
i can not decide.
the choice is tough,
i find suicide.
Metallic,
cold.
The wrong doing,
it should not be told.
The blade,
causes bliss.
Held to my lip,
a simple kiss.
Blood dribbles down,
my lips are going to scar.
THE sweet taste,
is it posable I went to far.
The blade slicing,
down my chest.
More scars,
this feeling is the best.
Shared with knife,
I want more.
Slice my neck,
watch the blood poor.
The Warm juices it leaves,
remands me of the sun.
It makes me happy,
oh what have I done.
my soul had fallen for you
sliped uncontrollably down your body
surching for your soul
conecting i felt complet
then the morning of pain came
the words i never wanted to hear
infecting me
the problum brught on myself
came back to slit my throat
the will in you to talk to me is no longer
the stars have fallen
no longer are they beautiful glowing souls
they are rusty broken harts
the world is not safe for what im about to do
i do not like what i have become
overtaken by so much fear
the words i want to speek now wont come out
the souls i want to touch are gone
shatterd i musent go on
all i want is the forgivness
i can say so
fuck you im bitching by crucifiedanburnt, literature
Literature
fuck you im bitching
Scared in its place,
mirror your face.
Sacred silence,
closed in violence
Fuck the rhymes,
ill tell you when I'm done.
This world is full of shit.
lies, war, hate, fears,
tears, love, joy, death.
Why are there so many things,
one can go insane thinking.
The joys of life get killed by the pain,
and the joy kill the pain.
So life is a rollercoster.
I get that,
But when will my days come of happiness again.
Happily tucked under the arm of someone I care for,
this time needs to pass me soon.
I hate this,
People don't scare me I scare me.
I complain about how this world is a mess,
maybe I'm the one that has the problems,
I ju
Slit my writs,
Divide the sand.
Look inside,
you will see a hand.
It reaches out to greet you,
hands you the secret to life.
You ask,
have do I do with this knife.
"Your will is good,"
"you will figure it out."
Gripping the blade,
you start to pout.
Oh God why,
why does it have to be.
Please don't let me go,
you are all I want to see.
The perfect form,
the one everyone wants to meet.
This is not the way I wanted it,
here I am crying at your feet.
I think it is you,
the one that should fly.
*grin,*
you are the one that needs to die.
Pinning me against a wall,
punishing me to death.
You have sinned,
Now take your last
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